balling diddums.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

I Have Chosen Poorly.

Brettzky says: (4:24:02 PM)
hey

balling diddums says: (4:24:09 PM)
?

Brettzky says: (4:24:32 PM)
What? you still have me on here and facebook....sooo I'm gonna talk to you

balling diddums says: (4:25:34 PM)
What good do you think that's going to do exactly?

balling diddums says: (4:25:59 PM)
Dude. This is borderline creepy. If you told someone to leave you alone, what would you do if they kept talking to you?

Brettzky says: (4:26:42 PM)
Not sure never have.  That being said though i find it odd you haven't done like i told you to

Brettzky says: (4:26:59 PM)
Usually if you don't want anything to do with anyone you cut all ties with them

Brettzky says: (4:27:04 PM)
Like on here and facebook

balling diddums says: (4:27:55 PM)
Dude, I don't hate you, I just think that you and I aren't very compatible friendship wise and no matter what I say or do, you never seem to get it.

balling diddums says: (4:28:11 PM)
Like, "I find it odd you haven't done like I told you to" Wtf is that? 

Brettzky says: (4:28:40 PM)
Umm you haven't taken me off msn or facebook....if you don't wanna talk to me, best to do that

Brettzky says: (4:28:41 PM)
Dumbass

balling diddums says: (4:29:05 PM)
But it doesn't even matter because when you say things that bother me, all you do is justify your actions with some sort of bullshit pride answer and never attempt to understand why you may make me feel like crap or why the shit you say is offensive.

balling diddums says: (4:29:48 PM)
And that is why I don't want to talk to you. 

Brettzky says: (4:29:56 PM)
Right..was sooo mean to you last time i saw you.

balling diddums says: (4:30:51 PM)
My friend Mark and I went out last week and we went to the same pub that you and I went to and as we were crossing the street I said to him, "the last time I was here, the only thing the guy that I was with talked about was all the women he wanted to bang. I don't get that, why do men tell other women about their fucks? Its not admirable."

balling diddums says: (4:31:13 PM)
And He said, "Yeah, that's a bit fucked, but I can do that too if you want... but with men... I totally want to fuck Sean Connery." And it was FUNNY, but with you, its just weird.

Brettzky says: (4:31:57 PM)
Its called something guys do.  especially ones that work in a kitchen

Brettzky says: (4:32:19 PM)
And gay guys are like girls so your friend mark doesn't exactly count.

balling diddums says: (4:32:21 PM)
Yeah, the sooner you get that I'm not a guy, the better AND the guys that i hang around with don't do that. 

balling diddums says: (4:32:28 PM)
And Mark is straight.

balling diddums says: (4:32:57 PM)
He's just not a macho, pig headed retard who thinks that the only thing that matters in life are Pearl Jam, fucking pretty girls and food.

balling diddums says: (4:33:12 PM)
Which is usually the extent of every conversation I've ever had with you.

Brettzky says: (4:34:07 PM)
Guess what? food rules my life.  I'm reading a book called in defense of food.  Most activities I do revolve around food.  

Brettzky says: (4:35:29 PM)
And as for being pig headed, that's rather unfounded.  ask me something about culture, lit., or whoa even other kinds of music and i can damn well keep up a convo with you

Brettzky says: (4:35:29 PM)
So don't you fucking dare call me that.

balling diddums says: (4:36:13 PM)
I've read In Defense of Food.

balling diddums says: (4:36:22 PM)
And again, you don't get it.

balling diddums says: (4:36:34 PM)
And if you don't want me to tell you the truth, than maybe you should block me.

Brettzky says: (4:36:46 PM)
Truth? riiiight

balling diddums says: (4:36:53 PM)
You're such an idiot.

Brettzky says: (4:37:04 PM)
You're such a sensitive bitch

balling diddums says: (4:37:19 PM)
Thanks?

balling diddums says: (4:37:59 PM)
WTF man. Maybe the reason why you don't have a girlfriend is because you're so unbelievably self absorbed with the things that matter in your life, you don't get that other people don't want to talk about them ALL THE TIME.

balling diddums says: (4:38:58 PM)
And just for the record, I don't find any of the stuff you do or say overly offensive, just annoying as all fuck. The only times I get mad at you are when you say shit about my friends, ie assuming my friend Mark is gay just because he's man enough to say he'd fuck another man as a joke.

balling diddums says: (4:38:59 PM)
Jesus.

Brettzky says: (4:40:23 PM)
Right self abosorbed...that's why i find out what's going on with other people.  uh huh.  you're so fucking narrow minded Anna, at least when it comes to me.  you see one thing n that's it

balling diddums says: (4:41:02 PM)
Lol. and what is it that I see in you?

balling diddums says: (4:41:34 PM)
And really Brett? Freaking out on me after my grandmother almost died because I wouldn't be able to make it to your dinner is kind of the epitome of self absorbed.

Brettzky says: (4:43:06 PM)
Its called school matters to me and that was one of the most important days of my life.  as in, if i don't get married, that might be right up there with most important day of my life.  and she almost died.  not like she did.

Brettzky says: (4:44:28 PM)
What?  floored that I just said that?  sorry, but you forget something, I'm not close with my family.  lil insensitive when it comes to family things.  Like death.

Brettzky says: (4:44:32 PM)
Or almost death

balling diddums says: (4:45:07 PM)
Oh my god, this conversation is going on blog.

Brettzky says: (4:45:35 PM)
Fine...like i give a fuck. 

Brettzky says: (4:46:04 PM)
I find it rather pathetic you have to put something private like this on your blog.

balling diddums says: (4:46:05 PM)
I can't believe you just said that, "Its not like she died or anything." Holy crap. You're not self absorbed at all!

balling diddums says: (4:46:22 PM)
I'm sorry, there wasn't a disclaimer in the beginning about privacy.

Brettzky says: (4:46:31 PM)
Going ot send me the link again so i can read it and feel my eyes open wide for me for the first time?

Brettzky says: (4:46:33 PM)
Huh?

balling diddums says: (4:46:47 PM)
And I'm laughing, I think this is fucking hilarious and absolutely stupid. Its like, holy fuck, look at what you just wrote and tell me that I'm wrong, you can't!

Brettzky says: (4:46:52 PM)
I'm not self abosrbed anna.  she almost died

Brettzky says: (4:47:02 PM)
I almost died a couple times in the last half year.

Brettzky says: (4:47:09 PM)
Dont see me going and getting all upset about it

balling diddums says: (4:47:27 PM)
She almost died, yeah and she could have died in the hospital. Seeing my grandmother for maybe the last time or eating your food. Hrm. Obviously a tough choice, CLEARLY I choose poorly.

Brettzky says: (4:50:15 PM)
Didnt say you did.  you dont get it though.  someone almost dying (happened ot my grandpa a few dozen times) doesnt phase me.  someone dying, diff. story.  god grow a lil skin

balling diddums says: (4:51:07 PM)
And this is why I don't want to be your friend anymore Brett. You can't respect that we're different and you have no desire to understand why we are, nor do you have the desire to appreciate it. You just tell me I'm wrong.

Brettzky says: (4:51:15 PM)
I also find it funny that you cant let that go.  get over it

balling diddums says: (4:51:31 PM)
Message me all you want, but I assure you, all of our conversations, if I choose to talk to you, are just going to be like this one. I thorougly enjoy arguing with you. Its terribly funny.

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

My Stupid Sister's Advice re. Our Mother.

Chelseao: to live as if something actually depended on one's actions... says:
We both agreed those conversations are kind of normal when you reach adulthood. I dunno, its tough to make that transition, but seeing mom not as a mom anymore, but a person (or friend) with her own problems is the reality of growing up.

Chelseao: to live as if something actually depended on one's actions... says:
I don't think its right to stop talking to her. family's important...i think...

balling diddums says:
No. fuck you. Its not the reality of growing up. Mom fucking abused me, and I'm not going to treat her like my fucking friend when she still treats me like a five year old fucking child and someone to fucking gripe at when no one else will listen to her bullshit.

Balling diddums says: 
You want to be the bigger person that deals with mom, good for you. Let me know how that works out for you when you go back home and live with her for a week.

Chelseao: to live as if something actually depended on one's actions... says:
there's a better way to argue with someone than swearing your face off.

Chelseao: to live as if something actually depended on one's actions... says:
You can't blame other people for YOUR life. take some fucking responsibility and get over it.

Chelseao: to live as if something actually depended on one's actions... says:
that really hurt to type, but you need to hear it.

Chelseao: to live as if something actually depended on one's actions... says:
yah she was a horrible mother, but that doesn't mean your unhappiness is her fault.

Chelseao: to live as if something actually depended on one's actions... says:
It's how we deal with things that make us who we are.

balling diddums says:
I'm not swearing my face off. This is who I am. I swear. A LOT. And if you perceive it as negative, I really don't give a shit.

balling diddums says:
Wow Chelsea. You have no fucking idea what I fucking lived, or what my life was like and you have a lot of fucking nerve to tell me I can't be mad at our mother for things that I didn't feel supported about. Its pretty easy to get over all the shit that you had to deal with when you just run away from it, isn't it?

balling diddums says:
I don't want to talk to you anymore. Not tonight anyway.