Wicked.

"Kiss me too fiercely
Hold me too tight
I need help believing
You're with me tonight
My wildest dreamings
Could not foresee
Lying beside you
With you wanting me

Just for this moment
As long as you're mine
I've lost all resistance
And crossed some borderline
And if it turns it out
It's over too fast...
I'll make every last moment last
As long as you're mine."

I took my mother to see Wicked for her birthday just before Christmas and since then I've been stuck listening to the soundtrack on a loop.

I like musicals.

But those lyrics are ironically painful to me recently. Overly ironic in a very dramatic way. My feelings for blue tie are nowhere as potent as the romantic undertones in those lyrics, but they ring similar feelings, and therefore, becoming relevant.

Forbidden relationships suck.

Andrew and I agreed to take a break from eachother for a month.
Oddly enough we've still managed to maintain the duties of a couple in a healthy relationship. He's still bringing my dry cleaning out, I'm still mopping up his messes. We sleep in the same bed, still call eachother pet names and even kissed calmly on new years in the midst of a lot of bad musicians and loud drunks.

A month to see if our relationship can be rekindled. If not, I move back home and figure it out from there.

Maybe my ambition to be the ultimate Wal Mart Unloader will be met.